keep going.... you can't stop now. let go and feel what you cannot even grasp. you cannot let this time rule you and yet this all seems to fall apart with the slightest breeze from your breath. You know you can't go on. and life is getting colder in your veins. light from you eyes has fallen out in the tears that you have cried and you despertly try and find the ways to create a seperate reality from others. This reality has broken off and become the hidden agenda of you heart. your heart's beating ringing in my ears slowly softens and yet quickens, paniced, you realized you when too far this time. this time you went to your core and released the ugly side of your character.

This is part of your chararcter? ha. you are so weak. why don't you grow up?

Why don't you just let it be. you feel how you feel for reasons unknown, and you are content with that. it is better to not know why you feel this pain then to know. because god only knows that it is you that is hurting you. you can't face it so you deny it?

Denial is a wonderful thing that creates worlds and demensions not for others but for the self a way out. a way into your soul. can you really go farther into this pain? can you really find the strength to fight this monster inside of you? can you really find a way to break the darkness?

are you taking this seriously? HA no way. that evil has consumed you and you know that it IS you now. you don't want to admit it but it is. excape now to the world that you created and feel happy for the while that you still breath in this self destructive light. will anyone save you now? what will happen if someone can save you?

you know they can't. only you can save you. yet you don't have the inspiration, the passion to go on, so you don't. you stagnate and fall. wishing for that inspireing light.

keep falling kyle, and you will see what the true pain of reality is, keep falling and you will face the fear, you will face yourself.